Ladybelle
06-04-10, 05:51
Had a horrendous night again and now have to go to work. Had had a couple reasonable good nights sleep and foolishly had thought they had passed, maybe had been hormonal (pre period) or something, but no, last night here we went again !
Was dozing while watching TV so turned it off rather than force myself to stay awake to watch it and then get overtired and not sleep, so I missed the end of the show and sure it will get spoilt for me today before I actually do get to watch it !! then same old thing, just could not drift off to sleep. I then started feeling sick and still lightheaded so I couldnt lie flat anyway, was up and down to the loo, came downstairs for a while, had some rescue remedy ... and dont think I actually slept until about 4 am if not later .... and then alarm goes off for work at 5 am !!! so I am a total zombie here now, and also feeling panicky it will just happen again tonight on work days ... :(
Was dozing while watching TV so turned it off rather than force myself to stay awake to watch it and then get overtired and not sleep, so I missed the end of the show and sure it will get spoilt for me today before I actually do get to watch it !! then same old thing, just could not drift off to sleep. I then started feeling sick and still lightheaded so I couldnt lie flat anyway, was up and down to the loo, came downstairs for a while, had some rescue remedy ... and dont think I actually slept until about 4 am if not later .... and then alarm goes off for work at 5 am !!! so I am a total zombie here now, and also feeling panicky it will just happen again tonight on work days ... :(