bonzarinababy
19-01-06, 12:30
Wanted to write an update following my rather glum last post to show it’s not all doom and gloom… yesterday I went to the docs in the morning to see if homeopathy can help following my disastrous experience with ‘traditional’ meds… it was all good - she gave me some homeopathy stuff (which she said may take a couple of weeks, but will have *no* side effects whatsoever :) and was generally very lovely - she said if I didn't think it was helping to come back and book a double appointment so she has more time to assess me, and said not to worry, that she would do her best to make me better :)
Also, spoke to my boss yesterday about it all cos of running out of work last week and not going in yesterday - although I didn't really want to tell her, thought she's bound to know something's up and might only get worse/misunderstood… so… told her and she was fab about it - she's arranged for me to see someone here to help with me with some coping techniques in work, plus she's going to arrange a laptop for me so that if I am having a really bad day and can't make it in, I can work from home - she even gave me her mobile and said if I was stuck in the park again to ring her and she'd come and get me! :)
So just wanted to say the old saying of ‘it’s never as bad as it seems’ is soooo true! Now I’m not saying it’s easy to keep this in your head all the time, and I’m still feeling very much like I’m ‘teetering’ on the edge and could go either way, but generally am feeling a whole lot better than I was a couple of days ago – plus have made it into work for two days in a row with relatively little panic – yay! :)
BB x
Worry gives a small thing a big shadow.
Also, spoke to my boss yesterday about it all cos of running out of work last week and not going in yesterday - although I didn't really want to tell her, thought she's bound to know something's up and might only get worse/misunderstood… so… told her and she was fab about it - she's arranged for me to see someone here to help with me with some coping techniques in work, plus she's going to arrange a laptop for me so that if I am having a really bad day and can't make it in, I can work from home - she even gave me her mobile and said if I was stuck in the park again to ring her and she'd come and get me! :)
So just wanted to say the old saying of ‘it’s never as bad as it seems’ is soooo true! Now I’m not saying it’s easy to keep this in your head all the time, and I’m still feeling very much like I’m ‘teetering’ on the edge and could go either way, but generally am feeling a whole lot better than I was a couple of days ago – plus have made it into work for two days in a row with relatively little panic – yay! :)
BB x
Worry gives a small thing a big shadow.