charsey
16-04-10, 00:27
So i've had a really good 6 months or so. Obviously some minor lapses but nothing i couldn't handle. I've made a real effort to try and take things in my stride and not rush to the doctors as soon as i feel unwell or in pain. However for the last 3 may be 4 months ( i should really keep a definitive time frame this never helps my case with the doctor) i have been having abnormal back pain. Its like the bone/muscle is weakening and it often feels bruised, although there is no actual bruising. Two weeks ago i had a spasm in my back and was laid up imobile on my sofa for an hour. So the next day i went to the doctor who gave me some anti-inflamatries and a booklet on back exercises. Now when i went into the doctor i was almost positive that this pain/weakening feeling was down to the epidural i had when i was in labour however the area that the doctor told me the epidural was is not where i've been having tha pain now i'm totally freaking out that it's possibly a tumour and i jumped to this because 1) i have HA and 2) one of the woman at work just lost her dad to this. I've come over feeling really sick and it has upped every other ache and pain i experience.
Sorry to go on i just need to get it out. I really don't want to google but i'm getting the urge. I thought i was doing really well :weep:
Sorry to go on i just need to get it out. I really don't want to google but i'm getting the urge. I thought i was doing really well :weep: