belle
17-04-10, 10:40
Friday the 23rd (THAT'S JUST SIX DAYS AWAY), i am having to have an operation on my damaged knee. I tore the cartilage years ago, but it's now when i have decided to finally get it done. I have already cancelled the operation several times because of being so scared.
So this morning, i am looking at a map of the hospital and i see that the ward i am on is on level 4 and the theater is on level 3. Down a lift and along a LONG corridor. Right now, not only am i sh*ting myself because i have got to have a GA but now because i've got to get in a flipping lift as well.
I am so scared of the "WHAT IF'S". Bloody hell. I am so agoraphobic and this whole thing will drive me mad before Friday.
Any tips as to how to handle this whole thing would be great :)
x
So this morning, i am looking at a map of the hospital and i see that the ward i am on is on level 4 and the theater is on level 3. Down a lift and along a LONG corridor. Right now, not only am i sh*ting myself because i have got to have a GA but now because i've got to get in a flipping lift as well.
I am so scared of the "WHAT IF'S". Bloody hell. I am so agoraphobic and this whole thing will drive me mad before Friday.
Any tips as to how to handle this whole thing would be great :)
x