lipglossloo
21-04-10, 14:39
Hi there folks,
Its been along time since I have been on here but I am starting to feel anxious quite alot again. I just wanted to describe the way I feel on here to see if anyone else has felt the same or if I am just barking mad!!
I am a happy, confident person on the outside so noone would ever imagine the way I feel on the inside at times. Recently I have developed a thing abou getting my drink "spiked", I have no idea why or when it really started, I have never had my drink spiked in my life, but when Iam out socially its constantly on my mind and I cant relax. It makes me feel slightly better if I see my drink being poured, sometimes if i dont I just wont drink it. I recently had a family party and for the first few hours I was a nervous wreck. I had little 1-second episodes of lightheadedness which would make me panic, especially when I was talking to someone. I think its the over-compensating that causes these feelings. I was constantly trying to appear happy and chatty and bubbly and it felt too much. The feelings did go after a couple of hours and I had a great time but since then I have been so worried about any future situations like this.
Sorry to ramble on, I am also getting married in 5 months so the worries are starting about how iam going to feel the morning of my wedding and i dont want it to spoil my day.
AAarrggghh!!!! xxx
Its been along time since I have been on here but I am starting to feel anxious quite alot again. I just wanted to describe the way I feel on here to see if anyone else has felt the same or if I am just barking mad!!
I am a happy, confident person on the outside so noone would ever imagine the way I feel on the inside at times. Recently I have developed a thing abou getting my drink "spiked", I have no idea why or when it really started, I have never had my drink spiked in my life, but when Iam out socially its constantly on my mind and I cant relax. It makes me feel slightly better if I see my drink being poured, sometimes if i dont I just wont drink it. I recently had a family party and for the first few hours I was a nervous wreck. I had little 1-second episodes of lightheadedness which would make me panic, especially when I was talking to someone. I think its the over-compensating that causes these feelings. I was constantly trying to appear happy and chatty and bubbly and it felt too much. The feelings did go after a couple of hours and I had a great time but since then I have been so worried about any future situations like this.
Sorry to ramble on, I am also getting married in 5 months so the worries are starting about how iam going to feel the morning of my wedding and i dont want it to spoil my day.
AAarrggghh!!!! xxx