Lovely Lyn
22-04-10, 09:03
Hello,
I don't know why this is happening to me. I have depression but I have everything a husband, a daughter, 3 step daughters, 4 grand children, brother, sisters, mum who is still alive. I used to love all of them, I dont know how to feel love any more, I dont know how to feel anything any more. I had a great job that I can go back to at any time, but im too scared, I dont remember how. I dont have money issues. So why is this happening to me? I dont sleep, well I go to bed at night but wake up early hours of the morning and think. Think about everything, negative mainly. I dont eat, well everyone make me but I dont feel hungry, I eat but dont know where the food goes, I never feel full, is this normal? No nothing I am going through is normal. I want this to go away, Im so frustrated.
I don't know why this is happening to me. I have depression but I have everything a husband, a daughter, 3 step daughters, 4 grand children, brother, sisters, mum who is still alive. I used to love all of them, I dont know how to feel love any more, I dont know how to feel anything any more. I had a great job that I can go back to at any time, but im too scared, I dont remember how. I dont have money issues. So why is this happening to me? I dont sleep, well I go to bed at night but wake up early hours of the morning and think. Think about everything, negative mainly. I dont eat, well everyone make me but I dont feel hungry, I eat but dont know where the food goes, I never feel full, is this normal? No nothing I am going through is normal. I want this to go away, Im so frustrated.