cthechick84
25-04-10, 15:34
hello everyone
i havent been on here in a few weeks because ive been trying to get to grips with this panic and anxiety well to cut along story short i started takin prozac 6wks ago tuesday and 9 days in on them had a very nasty turn because i deceded to not take my beta blocker for 2 days and then i only took half of one which made my heart go crazy i was in a total state phoned nhs direct and heart rate was 120 i took my beta blocker while i was chatting to the nurse but i could still feel everybeat of my heart pumping which i knw is a good thing becos im alive but it bothers me so much anyway was told not to worry and it was frm starting the prozac an stoppin the beta blocker which i will never do again !i only stopped them because iwas feeling lightheaded all the time.so next mrning off i went to the out of hours gps an saw a lovely doctor who checked bp listened to heart and said my hearts a little fast because im concentracting on it and listeninmg to everybeat she also prescribed me 2mg of diazepam 3times of day which were a god send but my doctor wouldnt prescribe me anymore an where annoyed that i was given them becos of coming dependent on them well i was daught thinkin how am i gona cope without the diazepam becos they were helping me well doctor has told me to take 2 beta blockers 2 2.5mg 1 in morning and 1 at night which does the trick but am still lightheaded,not that im bothered because the heart thing bothers me more it scares the life outta me .i feel the prozac are helping but like every other day i get a great day and some other days i can feel on a downer i have to go out alot with the kids and sit in the garden or listen to my mp3 player to drown everythnk out of my head i feel better than i did 4weeks ago though but just not 100% i think im hoping for too much too quick i just get so scared if it happening all over again an being as bad as i was 4weeks ago totaly my lowest point ive ever had and the symptoms just get worse.im hoping that the prozac will build up an help me i was on them before and they did help me a great deal just worried there not gonna work aswell this time round ,so try not to have any postiveness an i guess that ,makes me feel worse just so need to be positive and if only i didnt feel every single heart beat...anybody else the same? study there heart beat an when they awake can feel it beating in your ears .just need some postive vibes and reassurance guys sorry to go on but i need to find some strength from somewhere .thanks lots of hugs c.x
i havent been on here in a few weeks because ive been trying to get to grips with this panic and anxiety well to cut along story short i started takin prozac 6wks ago tuesday and 9 days in on them had a very nasty turn because i deceded to not take my beta blocker for 2 days and then i only took half of one which made my heart go crazy i was in a total state phoned nhs direct and heart rate was 120 i took my beta blocker while i was chatting to the nurse but i could still feel everybeat of my heart pumping which i knw is a good thing becos im alive but it bothers me so much anyway was told not to worry and it was frm starting the prozac an stoppin the beta blocker which i will never do again !i only stopped them because iwas feeling lightheaded all the time.so next mrning off i went to the out of hours gps an saw a lovely doctor who checked bp listened to heart and said my hearts a little fast because im concentracting on it and listeninmg to everybeat she also prescribed me 2mg of diazepam 3times of day which were a god send but my doctor wouldnt prescribe me anymore an where annoyed that i was given them becos of coming dependent on them well i was daught thinkin how am i gona cope without the diazepam becos they were helping me well doctor has told me to take 2 beta blockers 2 2.5mg 1 in morning and 1 at night which does the trick but am still lightheaded,not that im bothered because the heart thing bothers me more it scares the life outta me .i feel the prozac are helping but like every other day i get a great day and some other days i can feel on a downer i have to go out alot with the kids and sit in the garden or listen to my mp3 player to drown everythnk out of my head i feel better than i did 4weeks ago though but just not 100% i think im hoping for too much too quick i just get so scared if it happening all over again an being as bad as i was 4weeks ago totaly my lowest point ive ever had and the symptoms just get worse.im hoping that the prozac will build up an help me i was on them before and they did help me a great deal just worried there not gonna work aswell this time round ,so try not to have any postiveness an i guess that ,makes me feel worse just so need to be positive and if only i didnt feel every single heart beat...anybody else the same? study there heart beat an when they awake can feel it beating in your ears .just need some postive vibes and reassurance guys sorry to go on but i need to find some strength from somewhere .thanks lots of hugs c.x