NatalieSmith
27-04-10, 22:11
Hello everyone! I'm experiencing something really bad at the moment D:
Well, it's been 4 or 5 months since I've had any panic attacks. But I have a bad hobby: even though I have anxiety and panic attacks, I'm passionetly in love with survival horror games and/or psicological fear games. And that love has made something really bad for me; I know it sounds silly, but there's this game wich I fear most, and I remember that right before my panic attacks started, I search on it (and I even thought that the game was the cause of my panic attacks! D: ). Well, today I encountered it again, and just by reading it's name I got so scared that it felt like I was going to have a panic attack! I'm still scared, actually; I feel like crying and my chest hurts... I'm also a bit nauseated. D: But the thing is, I'm so scared that it's going to come back! I was doing so, so well! ._.'
I know it sounds silly, but I can't help it; I fear the most ridiculous things in the world. I feel quite stupid saying that a game has made me feel like this, and I would really like if anyone could give me some peace. ;-;'
Well, it's been 4 or 5 months since I've had any panic attacks. But I have a bad hobby: even though I have anxiety and panic attacks, I'm passionetly in love with survival horror games and/or psicological fear games. And that love has made something really bad for me; I know it sounds silly, but there's this game wich I fear most, and I remember that right before my panic attacks started, I search on it (and I even thought that the game was the cause of my panic attacks! D: ). Well, today I encountered it again, and just by reading it's name I got so scared that it felt like I was going to have a panic attack! I'm still scared, actually; I feel like crying and my chest hurts... I'm also a bit nauseated. D: But the thing is, I'm so scared that it's going to come back! I was doing so, so well! ._.'
I know it sounds silly, but I can't help it; I fear the most ridiculous things in the world. I feel quite stupid saying that a game has made me feel like this, and I would really like if anyone could give me some peace. ;-;'