Rigstar
29-04-10, 07:00
Hey guys,
I thought i was going really well with my anxiety over my heart and and blood pressure and everything else that anxiety makes you believe you have. I have started work this week and seem to be really struggling though, I cannot escape the thought of something is wrong with my body and its only a matter of time until i collapse. To make matters worse I am a nurse and see many patients trully suffering and then I believe that i may have the same problem. Today I thought i had diabetes and was testing my blood sugar all day and not proving anything apart from the fact I am losing the plot. I have moments during the day where I am good, and then all of a sudden a symptom appears like lightheaded, nausea, heart flutters or just the feeling of something wrong. I hate feeling like this and am working hard to get rid of it, but I just cant stop believing something is wrong and its not just anxiety. I have bloodshot eyes all the time and I always look in the mirror and believe they are signalling ill health.....ahhhh i just want to move on!
I thought i was going really well with my anxiety over my heart and and blood pressure and everything else that anxiety makes you believe you have. I have started work this week and seem to be really struggling though, I cannot escape the thought of something is wrong with my body and its only a matter of time until i collapse. To make matters worse I am a nurse and see many patients trully suffering and then I believe that i may have the same problem. Today I thought i had diabetes and was testing my blood sugar all day and not proving anything apart from the fact I am losing the plot. I have moments during the day where I am good, and then all of a sudden a symptom appears like lightheaded, nausea, heart flutters or just the feeling of something wrong. I hate feeling like this and am working hard to get rid of it, but I just cant stop believing something is wrong and its not just anxiety. I have bloodshot eyes all the time and I always look in the mirror and believe they are signalling ill health.....ahhhh i just want to move on!