Andromeda
29-04-10, 08:49
so i haven't slept . my body clock is so messed up . tried to nod off about half an hour ago but started to feel really jittery and was seeing really vivid images as i was falling asleep , i am used to this though and have tried my best to just work through them .
as i'm falling asleep i get 'fainting' sensations , like i'm feeling really whoozy which is weird considering i'm in bed and don't understand how my blood pressure can decrease if i'm laying perfectly still ?!
anyway as i was drifting i jerked awake and as i opened my eyes i saw a large red (what looked like) blood circle in my right eye , it lasted for a moment and then went .
i'm currently very anxious about this as immediately i thought something had burst in my brain and i was about to die , now i feel really nauseous , like i need to go to the toilet , i'm getting pains in my head and my eyes are going crazy .
i've been doing so so so well i don't want to take a step backwards but now i'm genuinely terrified something might be seriously wrong , what happens if a blood vessel has burst somewhere ?! and i might be about to drop dead .
how do i know it isn't for real this time ?! :weep:
as i'm falling asleep i get 'fainting' sensations , like i'm feeling really whoozy which is weird considering i'm in bed and don't understand how my blood pressure can decrease if i'm laying perfectly still ?!
anyway as i was drifting i jerked awake and as i opened my eyes i saw a large red (what looked like) blood circle in my right eye , it lasted for a moment and then went .
i'm currently very anxious about this as immediately i thought something had burst in my brain and i was about to die , now i feel really nauseous , like i need to go to the toilet , i'm getting pains in my head and my eyes are going crazy .
i've been doing so so so well i don't want to take a step backwards but now i'm genuinely terrified something might be seriously wrong , what happens if a blood vessel has burst somewhere ?! and i might be about to drop dead .
how do i know it isn't for real this time ?! :weep: