gina p
02-05-10, 22:28
I'm so scared . I have two kids aged 2 and 7 months and I'm terrified that I'm going to die . I've pretty much had health anxiety on and off for 20 years or so - i'm now 35 . I have a loving partner but he does not know how anxious I get . Since I had my son by cesearean section 7 months ago my health has been bad . He weighed 12lb 6oz!!!!!!!!! . In dec I started to get neck pain and pain in my fingers . My gp done a blood test for rheumatoid arthiritis but it came back negative - he also done a full blood count too which came back normal . I do have thyroid problems (underactive ) since the birth of my daughter 2 years ago . Late dec I developed a cough that would not go away . Went back to docs and told I had post nasal drip - I also now had lumps in throat on one side where my tonsils used to be - Have been advised by many docs that the tonsil tissue has grown back due to post nasal drip . I then start to get sharp pains in my upper abdomen and dull pains occasionally - get checked for gallstones etc - doc said its a haital hernia ( prob as son was so big) ! . Now I've got lumps at my back passage - appears to be external piles . Going to hospital next week but scared in case its cancer !!!!! I.ve also been having back pain and cervical pain ??? . Been going to an osteopath who advised me that my sacriolic joint was out of alignment and that has been causing my pain . I still have some tingling at my left buttock but i.ve been told that this is prob caused by my sacriolic joint being a bit ski- whiffy Oh and to top it all off - my last blood test showed that i'm aneamic ( I had a huge blood loss with my son 7 months ago) - and that My thryroid has also gone overactive !!!
aaaarrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
so to sum it up
1 . overactive thyroid
2. anemia
3. external bloody sore piles
4 . lower back pain and tingling
5 . post nasal drip and "new" tonsil tissue
I'm very very scared . I stupidly googled anemia and cancer - guess what - there is a link . I now seen to think that I have anal cancer which has spread to my cervix - and now my spine (causing back pain ) - thus causing anemia . It all adds up and that is what scares me . I've told the doc my worries and he does not seem concerned . Any rational thoughts on this ? Common sense tells me its the sheer weight of my son that has caused alot of this but ?? I also have tailbone pain which I now think is being caused by cancer . I'm not enjoying my kids - my life is ruled by fear . I'm ruining their lives . please anyone?
aaaarrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
so to sum it up
1 . overactive thyroid
2. anemia
3. external bloody sore piles
4 . lower back pain and tingling
5 . post nasal drip and "new" tonsil tissue
I'm very very scared . I stupidly googled anemia and cancer - guess what - there is a link . I now seen to think that I have anal cancer which has spread to my cervix - and now my spine (causing back pain ) - thus causing anemia . It all adds up and that is what scares me . I've told the doc my worries and he does not seem concerned . Any rational thoughts on this ? Common sense tells me its the sheer weight of my son that has caused alot of this but ?? I also have tailbone pain which I now think is being caused by cancer . I'm not enjoying my kids - my life is ruled by fear . I'm ruining their lives . please anyone?