hezyah88
05-05-10, 13:14
hi everybody.
last year i had a lot of stress on my plate. my mum went through big 2 operations and then following that she went into a mental ward..i've managed to deal really well with this and tried to keep it bottled up and released it to friends and felt better but i can still see this illness in her and im getting to the point now were i dont feel myself.. its been nearly a year.. i cant believe that i feel like this after all this time. i keep panicing all of the time and feel extremly anxious. i dont know who i am and i feel extremely frightened like i'm going completly mad like my mum, i'm so scared that i'm going to end up the same way.i just feel numb to everybody around me and think that everybody is normal and i'm not. i want to live my life to the full and be happy. i'm not feeling suicidal i just want to get out of this nightmare. can anybody help me??
last year i had a lot of stress on my plate. my mum went through big 2 operations and then following that she went into a mental ward..i've managed to deal really well with this and tried to keep it bottled up and released it to friends and felt better but i can still see this illness in her and im getting to the point now were i dont feel myself.. its been nearly a year.. i cant believe that i feel like this after all this time. i keep panicing all of the time and feel extremly anxious. i dont know who i am and i feel extremely frightened like i'm going completly mad like my mum, i'm so scared that i'm going to end up the same way.i just feel numb to everybody around me and think that everybody is normal and i'm not. i want to live my life to the full and be happy. i'm not feeling suicidal i just want to get out of this nightmare. can anybody help me??