moomintroll
16-05-10, 03:22
i am feeling quite anxious just now, my boyfriend decided to be honest and told me that someone he went out with for a few days before he met me got in touch with him on facebook, fine okay, out of curiosity i had a look at who she was and found out thats she only 20 this year, i have been with my boyfriend for 2 years and we are in our 30's, i feel quite sick about this as he said she did not know how old she was at the time and as soon as he found out he stopped seeing her, okay she was 18 at the time but still, its making me feel anxious as i cannot stop thinking about it and now part of me wishes he had not told me about her getting in touch
i find the whole thing weird as why get in touch with someone you went out with for a few days after a couple of years
sorry my anxiety is going through the roof with this as i do not know how to act and i have told my boyfriend how it has made me feel and he said quite frankly he does not care how it has made me feel, which hurts
i do not know why i am letting this get to me so much and letting it make me so anxious :shrug::unsure::weep:
i find the whole thing weird as why get in touch with someone you went out with for a few days after a couple of years
sorry my anxiety is going through the roof with this as i do not know how to act and i have told my boyfriend how it has made me feel and he said quite frankly he does not care how it has made me feel, which hurts
i do not know why i am letting this get to me so much and letting it make me so anxious :shrug::unsure::weep: