tracy1972buddy
21-05-10, 02:30
:weep:i havent had an atack for over a yr now and tonight i am still up at stupid o clock and panicking like amd well i think its panic i feel that if i go to sleep i cant breath trapped wind in chest and breathing i am monitiring like mad fell asleep for a while then woke up with a jump i have been very stressed and really dont want to be here and feel used and abused and very unloved what do i do my 14yr old special needs son keeps getting sent home as they cannot control him they r a special needs school makes me laugh i aint trained but got ot deal with it and have for 7yrs now on my owna dn with no support grrrrrr so going tears again and attack thank you for reading