tinkytink
22-05-10, 12:58
feel so low today as i woke up with my head feeling like it was going to explode with just general chitter chatter in my head, conversions with people i know and don't know, it always seems to be when i wake!
this first started in decemeber wheni had swine flu with a racing mind in the morning and ever since i am convinced there is something wrong with me that i am either crazy or leading myself down the road to be crazy :weep:
i have been paying to see a counceler as i had a big blip on holiday in a bubble, couldn't look at anyone etc so the docs decided to reduce my medication from 20mg cipralex down to 5mg in 5 weeks, i thought i was getting better but this week has been real bad as i have been on 5mg for 8 days, the servere panic attacks and fainting has stopped but i'm still left with this dread and chatter in the morning etc (also vivid dreams)
do i need to be mediation free as i was ok until swine flu? or a new medication? to top it off i was only put on cipralex over the years due to anxiousness as i have bad stomach problems acid etc and have had a couple of ops. this has also flared up where i am so low! i have lost 1/2 stone in a week and feel like i have no personality, don't know how long my work will put up with me not being there but the thought of doing anything scares me.
i'm tes by the way x
this first started in decemeber wheni had swine flu with a racing mind in the morning and ever since i am convinced there is something wrong with me that i am either crazy or leading myself down the road to be crazy :weep:
i have been paying to see a counceler as i had a big blip on holiday in a bubble, couldn't look at anyone etc so the docs decided to reduce my medication from 20mg cipralex down to 5mg in 5 weeks, i thought i was getting better but this week has been real bad as i have been on 5mg for 8 days, the servere panic attacks and fainting has stopped but i'm still left with this dread and chatter in the morning etc (also vivid dreams)
do i need to be mediation free as i was ok until swine flu? or a new medication? to top it off i was only put on cipralex over the years due to anxiousness as i have bad stomach problems acid etc and have had a couple of ops. this has also flared up where i am so low! i have lost 1/2 stone in a week and feel like i have no personality, don't know how long my work will put up with me not being there but the thought of doing anything scares me.
i'm tes by the way x