Scooby77
22-05-10, 22:39
I recently got back together with my partner after a 2 month 'break'
I juat can't seem to do anything right, I've changed so much and put so much effort in but it's never enough. I feel frazzled with it.
I'm constantly on edge thinking, can't speak like this, can't say that, must remember this, must be attentive, thoughtful. etc
I feel anxious before we speak on the phone. Terrified of saying something wrong, that might upset, annoy them os p**s them off.
It's like everything I get something right, then she finds something else wrong, that I need to 'fix'
I feel sometimes like i'm cracking up. I'm not perfect, I know that, but am trying my bloody hardest....
I juat can't seem to do anything right, I've changed so much and put so much effort in but it's never enough. I feel frazzled with it.
I'm constantly on edge thinking, can't speak like this, can't say that, must remember this, must be attentive, thoughtful. etc
I feel anxious before we speak on the phone. Terrified of saying something wrong, that might upset, annoy them os p**s them off.
It's like everything I get something right, then she finds something else wrong, that I need to 'fix'
I feel sometimes like i'm cracking up. I'm not perfect, I know that, but am trying my bloody hardest....