Giving in

[LoveMusic]

Hi.
I am an exam invigilator, and had a terrible time a few weeks ago with my first shift - weeks of anxiety leading up to a panic-attack filled night.

So, i've been trying to think positive, I did my last shift after all that fuss but tonight I just feel like I am so tired of fighting all the time.

So I just called up and lied, leaving a message claiming an illness.

Now I feel so unsure, guilty for lying but relieved.

:(

[DEREKG]

Don't give in. Think positive. I know it's easier said than done sometimes but look at the positive steps you've already taken. You've taken on a job and you're doing your best. I hope you can keep up the good work you've already done and remember there are always people you can talk to. Take care :hugs:

[Slothette]

I agree with Derek. Don't give in to it. Stay positive. If you give into it you will make it harder for next time. Believe me I know! x