Ruby94
29-05-10, 16:16
How the hell can i keep on living like this, suffering in silence!
No one cares how i feel inside because its not them, and i have to watch them get on with there lives happily moving along with no worries. I tried getting up and taking photos earlier and i feel so weak and shakey. And tired. When i stand up it kills my abdomen, i have so many pains and they are there and they are real.
IVE JUST HAD ENOUGH
Why isnt anyone helping me, why arent they trying to find the problem, i swear im going to be sectioned soon because im losing my mind over this i just want to know the the hell is up with me for goodness sakes! I feel like people are trying to kill me and thats why they arent doing anything about this.
:weep: No one else has to or wants feel like this so why should i have to? I have NO LIFE LEFT.
Sick and tired of feeling like CRAPall the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ERBHTJAEEFSDVBNYJDAS :weep:
No one cares how i feel inside because its not them, and i have to watch them get on with there lives happily moving along with no worries. I tried getting up and taking photos earlier and i feel so weak and shakey. And tired. When i stand up it kills my abdomen, i have so many pains and they are there and they are real.
IVE JUST HAD ENOUGH
Why isnt anyone helping me, why arent they trying to find the problem, i swear im going to be sectioned soon because im losing my mind over this i just want to know the the hell is up with me for goodness sakes! I feel like people are trying to kill me and thats why they arent doing anything about this.
:weep: No one else has to or wants feel like this so why should i have to? I have NO LIFE LEFT.
Sick and tired of feeling like CRAPall the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ERBHTJAEEFSDVBNYJDAS :weep: