drivingmeinsane
30-05-10, 13:51
hi every1 i'm new to this, i know someone that contracted the disease last year and is dying from it, since then my nan died and i'm constantly thinking i'm going to die. its got worse over time i feel giddy and unbalanced and i can't eat properly i get really unsteady when i'm out like i'm going to fall over, find it really hard to concentrate on anything else i have kids and i'm really scared that i'm gona die and leave my kids without a mum the feeling is gettin worse and worse my chest tightens, yesterday i had really funny pulses in my heart i just want to wake up and feel normal again. it's on my mind when i go to sleep and when i wake up. all i keep doing is reading up symptoms on the internet wrong i know! my legs kill me all day they don't stop hurting they tingle, burn ache and feel numb, i can't concentrate and i forget everything my vision feels really fuzzy. can anyone give any advice i feel like i'm going crazy!!!:weep::weep: