Eclyptic
06-06-10, 22:12
Hi there friends.
I found this website a year ago and i cannot describe the positive impact it had on my life.
Although i´m not the most regular user, the tools this website supplied me with ( bought Dr. Claire Weekes books, read many helpful posts etc...) have helped me beyond measure.
I´m starting this post today because i failed to realize how greatly my life has improved since then. I joined a gym in October (best hting i did ever), started to do exercise a bit terrified although i was better prepared mentally, but i kept pushing on and on...
I swear that in some classes i thought i was gonna die, or something terrible would happen to me, i remember a day my instructor took my blood pressure and it was a bit high, i panicked so much i spent the next 3 months thinking in strokes and hypertension, eventually i kept rowing against my hypochondriac mind.
The result is that now my fitness instuctor calls me on stage to give classes with her, i am in the best shape of my life ( Les Mills Programs rules :) ) , and i´m almost an electronics engineer. I don´t know if this was the cure i longed for all these years ( suffered 6 years from panic disorder and developed a huge hypochondria), but it sure feels nice to sit down and reflect on my achievments this past year.
Do i still have any anxiety symptoms ? Yes i have them, hell i´m feeling a bit weird at the moment i´m writing this , but now i don´t care so obsessively as i used to and that i think was my major conquest ( Thank you Dr. Claire Weekes books ).
I don´t know who played the lead role on my ongoing recovery, and if i relapse i will learn to pick me up again and continue exercising :)
Cheers to all and thank you for sharing your personal stories.
Tiago
I found this website a year ago and i cannot describe the positive impact it had on my life.
Although i´m not the most regular user, the tools this website supplied me with ( bought Dr. Claire Weekes books, read many helpful posts etc...) have helped me beyond measure.
I´m starting this post today because i failed to realize how greatly my life has improved since then. I joined a gym in October (best hting i did ever), started to do exercise a bit terrified although i was better prepared mentally, but i kept pushing on and on...
I swear that in some classes i thought i was gonna die, or something terrible would happen to me, i remember a day my instructor took my blood pressure and it was a bit high, i panicked so much i spent the next 3 months thinking in strokes and hypertension, eventually i kept rowing against my hypochondriac mind.
The result is that now my fitness instuctor calls me on stage to give classes with her, i am in the best shape of my life ( Les Mills Programs rules :) ) , and i´m almost an electronics engineer. I don´t know if this was the cure i longed for all these years ( suffered 6 years from panic disorder and developed a huge hypochondria), but it sure feels nice to sit down and reflect on my achievments this past year.
Do i still have any anxiety symptoms ? Yes i have them, hell i´m feeling a bit weird at the moment i´m writing this , but now i don´t care so obsessively as i used to and that i think was my major conquest ( Thank you Dr. Claire Weekes books ).
I don´t know who played the lead role on my ongoing recovery, and if i relapse i will learn to pick me up again and continue exercising :)
Cheers to all and thank you for sharing your personal stories.
Tiago