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08-06-10, 23:00
I am so proud of myself.
Tonight I joined a choir for the first time, that choir anyway.
I was very anxious, especially when I arrived there very late. I was made to feel welcome straight away and as I kept looking around , glancing at the other choir members, I thought, this is good as I could imagine making friends, sometime, with some of the members.
We sang Black Orpheus which I hadn't heard of before and that was the first time I wondered why I was there.
I decided to stay calm but I kept trembling and felt Claustrophobic. To try to feel better I decided to not look up much and concentrate on looking at the lyrics. I calmed down after a while and before that, even wanted to foolishly walk out.
In the end, because we kept singing the lyrics on the first page loads of times, I got used to be there and singing and quite enjoyed myself, after a while.
OMG I can't believe I went to the choir and I feel so proud of myself.
The choir is moving to a church not far away from where I'm living.
Thank you NMP members for believing in me, which gave me the courage to go tonight.:yesyes:
Ju
Tonight I joined a choir for the first time, that choir anyway.
I was very anxious, especially when I arrived there very late. I was made to feel welcome straight away and as I kept looking around , glancing at the other choir members, I thought, this is good as I could imagine making friends, sometime, with some of the members.
We sang Black Orpheus which I hadn't heard of before and that was the first time I wondered why I was there.
I decided to stay calm but I kept trembling and felt Claustrophobic. To try to feel better I decided to not look up much and concentrate on looking at the lyrics. I calmed down after a while and before that, even wanted to foolishly walk out.
In the end, because we kept singing the lyrics on the first page loads of times, I got used to be there and singing and quite enjoyed myself, after a while.
OMG I can't believe I went to the choir and I feel so proud of myself.
The choir is moving to a church not far away from where I'm living.
Thank you NMP members for believing in me, which gave me the courage to go tonight.:yesyes:
Ju