AnniePlacebo
11-06-10, 18:01
Is this a sign of our times?
So many people are suffering from this!
I'm so crippled right now I can barely breathe for most of the day.
It's ****ing scary and awful and nauseating.
I hate pharmaceuticals but now fear that's going to be the only
way to start helping this, which adds to my anxiety.
I feel so scared all the time and crying, which used to be a wonderful outlet for
me, no longer helps much at all, and I'll cry multiple times a day out of frustration.
It's weird to realize that you have a problem stemming entirely from your mind, but feel totally powerless to do anything about it.
I am experiencing an overwhelming fear right now that I will never be rid of this.
I absolutely hate my life right now.
I feel the need to bottle it all in right now, because I feel like it's starting to exhaust those close to me.
I think I've totally destroyed a relationship very important to me as a result of this panic and fear.
My whole body is in pain from tensing up so badly all of the time.
I was prescribed lorazepam to help but i find it to be a strange cloud of fake calm sitting over top of explosive anxiety.
I keep having constant daydreams of being in meadows or beautiful outdoor places, but have no ready access to this sort of escape because cars/buses the lot terrify me right now.
I feel trapped in my body with no way out anymore.
I'm tired of thinking about and talking about how badly i feel, but it seems a positive outlook is totally impossible right now.
So many people are suffering from this!
I'm so crippled right now I can barely breathe for most of the day.
It's ****ing scary and awful and nauseating.
I hate pharmaceuticals but now fear that's going to be the only
way to start helping this, which adds to my anxiety.
I feel so scared all the time and crying, which used to be a wonderful outlet for
me, no longer helps much at all, and I'll cry multiple times a day out of frustration.
It's weird to realize that you have a problem stemming entirely from your mind, but feel totally powerless to do anything about it.
I am experiencing an overwhelming fear right now that I will never be rid of this.
I absolutely hate my life right now.
I feel the need to bottle it all in right now, because I feel like it's starting to exhaust those close to me.
I think I've totally destroyed a relationship very important to me as a result of this panic and fear.
My whole body is in pain from tensing up so badly all of the time.
I was prescribed lorazepam to help but i find it to be a strange cloud of fake calm sitting over top of explosive anxiety.
I keep having constant daydreams of being in meadows or beautiful outdoor places, but have no ready access to this sort of escape because cars/buses the lot terrify me right now.
I feel trapped in my body with no way out anymore.
I'm tired of thinking about and talking about how badly i feel, but it seems a positive outlook is totally impossible right now.