suzuki
10-02-06, 15:10
Feel as though i need a big big hug please. Today i walked to visit my mum who isn't very well at the minute . Its about 3/4 of an hours walk there and the same back.
Well as i was on my way back and nearly home i decided to call back at the local shop for a paper. Before entering the shop i remember thinking "Its been really fresh and cold on the lomg walk , what if i go dizzy in the shop whilst waiting at counter". So therein lies the result. I'd set the seed myself hadn't i. Consequently i went dizzy BIG time and thought i had to run but the woman was still sorting me out. I knew she was taking her time and that was making me get really tense in the first place. I know i did it to myself in a sense but why couldn't i just go really tense without going really dizzy ? which is so frightening and u think it won't go. Suz
Well as i was on my way back and nearly home i decided to call back at the local shop for a paper. Before entering the shop i remember thinking "Its been really fresh and cold on the lomg walk , what if i go dizzy in the shop whilst waiting at counter". So therein lies the result. I'd set the seed myself hadn't i. Consequently i went dizzy BIG time and thought i had to run but the woman was still sorting me out. I knew she was taking her time and that was making me get really tense in the first place. I know i did it to myself in a sense but why couldn't i just go really tense without going really dizzy ? which is so frightening and u think it won't go. Suz