tammyg
13-02-06, 22:33
I’m getting brave now with posting here, you will soon be sick of me! I don’t really know why I am posting this, other than to get it all out of my head and ask if anyone has experienced anything similar and can convince me I am not going mad (even though I probably know this deep down!).
I have been doing ok lately and realise that sometimes this can make you go backwards again but I don’t know whether that is what is happening to me. There has been lots going on which may mean there are reasons behind this but I have never had this before and it is quite worrying.
I woke up the other night feeling like I couldn’t breathe. I tried to get up and found I couldn’t open my right eye and when I turned over the right side of my face was numb and tingly. I’m pretty sure I was awake and it wasn’t a dream but once I got my breath I went back to sleep and wasn’t really bothered by the eye thing. Until I woke the next morning that is! I did try and put it out of my mind and forget it but I have had it since.
Then I was out last night with someone I was quite anxious about seeing anyway. I was very aware that he seemed quite anxious as well so I was doing most of the talking. Then I got the not being able to breath thing again. It’s hard to explain because it’s not like I couldn’t get my breath but just like I had forgotten how to breathe (oh it sounds mad I know) and then when I managed to breath again I started panicking and we left. Luckily he didn’t realise what was going on, he just went along with the ‘shall we go now because you have to be up early?’ thing!
I have never had either of these things before, normally my panic is linked directly to my phobia and this wasn’t the case for either of these things. What do you think? Is it anxiety related or not? If so then why?? I don't really understand!
Thanks.
Tammy x
I have been doing ok lately and realise that sometimes this can make you go backwards again but I don’t know whether that is what is happening to me. There has been lots going on which may mean there are reasons behind this but I have never had this before and it is quite worrying.
I woke up the other night feeling like I couldn’t breathe. I tried to get up and found I couldn’t open my right eye and when I turned over the right side of my face was numb and tingly. I’m pretty sure I was awake and it wasn’t a dream but once I got my breath I went back to sleep and wasn’t really bothered by the eye thing. Until I woke the next morning that is! I did try and put it out of my mind and forget it but I have had it since.
Then I was out last night with someone I was quite anxious about seeing anyway. I was very aware that he seemed quite anxious as well so I was doing most of the talking. Then I got the not being able to breath thing again. It’s hard to explain because it’s not like I couldn’t get my breath but just like I had forgotten how to breathe (oh it sounds mad I know) and then when I managed to breath again I started panicking and we left. Luckily he didn’t realise what was going on, he just went along with the ‘shall we go now because you have to be up early?’ thing!
I have never had either of these things before, normally my panic is linked directly to my phobia and this wasn’t the case for either of these things. What do you think? Is it anxiety related or not? If so then why?? I don't really understand!
Thanks.
Tammy x