LaurenMay
22-06-10, 09:01
Hi everyone,
Hope your well.
Its been a while since i last posted. Was doing really well, changed jobs and that seemed to help.
I have a couple of things that are going on and just need a bit of support to get me through this 'patch'.
Basically its felt like i have a flap of skin at the back of my tongue for a couple of weeks. I try to swallow it, drink plenty but nothing. My reasonable thought is that its hayfever (itchy throat) but my anxiety is screaming cancer!!
Lastly, i have an ear op coming up next Thursday and i am not sleeping for sheer fear of it which in turn is makng me anxious.
I am really really trying to keep it together but i have this horrible feeling that i am gonna go spiralling downwards again and i dont think i can be in that place again.
Damn this curse to hell.......
Hope your well.
Its been a while since i last posted. Was doing really well, changed jobs and that seemed to help.
I have a couple of things that are going on and just need a bit of support to get me through this 'patch'.
Basically its felt like i have a flap of skin at the back of my tongue for a couple of weeks. I try to swallow it, drink plenty but nothing. My reasonable thought is that its hayfever (itchy throat) but my anxiety is screaming cancer!!
Lastly, i have an ear op coming up next Thursday and i am not sleeping for sheer fear of it which in turn is makng me anxious.
I am really really trying to keep it together but i have this horrible feeling that i am gonna go spiralling downwards again and i dont think i can be in that place again.
Damn this curse to hell.......