panicdiva
06-07-10, 21:00
Hi all, I got on the plane a week past Sat & made it to Spain. I got through it & thought I was ok...but the first few days my anxiety was at an all time high!!! I could not eat, I felt ill & I thought I was going to go crazy with anxiety ... I just wanted to get home.... But even in those 1st days I did have some moments where I was ok.... like in the pool...all my anxiety melted away...when I had a couple of glasses of sangria...and sitting on the beach. The last few days my anxiety has been less although we are flying back tomorrow morning so a bit anxious again, although not nearly as bad as the first few days. I really thought I was going to die with the anxiety. I was so angry with myself too because I thought you are here on holiday with your family in a lovely hot place & all you want to do is get home!!!!!
Now I just have to get on that plane back home!!!!!
Now I just have to get on that plane back home!!!!!