Jamie1990
15-07-10, 20:09
I booked an appointment on Monday to see the doctor for Friday morning (tomorrow)
All week i have been feeling really anxious about it and contemplating on whether to go or not.
I keep thinking that maybe it's all in my head....
My anxiety is not as bad as others. Like i have only had one or two panic attacks and they where very mild - chest pain,couldn't breathe.
I haven't left my home in weeks and sometimes its months before i leave the home for anything.... So i guess i'm showing symptoms of Agoraphobia...
I'm just so confused.
I am feeling really embarrased about seeing the doctor..
The worst thing i've gone to see him about is hay fever...
I just don't know what i'm going to say.
Like if i do decide to go..
I will be feeling really anxious about leaving the house...
I HATE walking on the streets..Incase i see someone i know.
My worst nightmare is bumping into someone from years back...
But the thing is when i see my GP i know i will be feeling not very anxious at all...
My anxiety comes and goes at different times..
I just don't know what to do.
I have not one friend,I have no job or money.... No life basically...
And i think its down to anxiety but i keep getting thoughts that maybe it might be something else...
i jus dunno :(
All week i have been feeling really anxious about it and contemplating on whether to go or not.
I keep thinking that maybe it's all in my head....
My anxiety is not as bad as others. Like i have only had one or two panic attacks and they where very mild - chest pain,couldn't breathe.
I haven't left my home in weeks and sometimes its months before i leave the home for anything.... So i guess i'm showing symptoms of Agoraphobia...
I'm just so confused.
I am feeling really embarrased about seeing the doctor..
The worst thing i've gone to see him about is hay fever...
I just don't know what i'm going to say.
Like if i do decide to go..
I will be feeling really anxious about leaving the house...
I HATE walking on the streets..Incase i see someone i know.
My worst nightmare is bumping into someone from years back...
But the thing is when i see my GP i know i will be feeling not very anxious at all...
My anxiety comes and goes at different times..
I just don't know what to do.
I have not one friend,I have no job or money.... No life basically...
And i think its down to anxiety but i keep getting thoughts that maybe it might be something else...
i jus dunno :(