randomworry
15-07-10, 23:21
only to vent guys
im 26 now my the years have flown with this health anxiety stuff it really does keep your mind so busy that each year feels like months and i look back and i have not done anything with my life!
others may experience this too. its like the anxiety wipes away your life literally.
ive so had enough and i know that nobody can do it for me ...i have to take the leap of faith to let go of my worries and just live.
there honestly is no other way and i cant go on living like this because it is no life at all. i want when my 27th birthday comes around im happy and im a new person not the same old fearful guy that i am now.
i want to able to walk in the few days that we have of summer here in the UK with my head held high thinking about the world and not focused on my problems i want to feel at peace and alive again.
i want to smile and mean it.........you know the smiles that are so genuine that they stay on your face long after seeing the thing that made you smile.
i want to have that full on belly laugh i had as a kid....cant even remember what it feels like to be honest just that it was amazing............all the money in the world is not worth one of those full on laugh out loud moments
i want to not think that every lump and bump is cancer, every blemish is cancer, every mistake will lead to catastrophe!
ok sorry you get the point i want to be normal again
i want my life back!!
im 26 now my the years have flown with this health anxiety stuff it really does keep your mind so busy that each year feels like months and i look back and i have not done anything with my life!
others may experience this too. its like the anxiety wipes away your life literally.
ive so had enough and i know that nobody can do it for me ...i have to take the leap of faith to let go of my worries and just live.
there honestly is no other way and i cant go on living like this because it is no life at all. i want when my 27th birthday comes around im happy and im a new person not the same old fearful guy that i am now.
i want to able to walk in the few days that we have of summer here in the UK with my head held high thinking about the world and not focused on my problems i want to feel at peace and alive again.
i want to smile and mean it.........you know the smiles that are so genuine that they stay on your face long after seeing the thing that made you smile.
i want to have that full on belly laugh i had as a kid....cant even remember what it feels like to be honest just that it was amazing............all the money in the world is not worth one of those full on laugh out loud moments
i want to not think that every lump and bump is cancer, every blemish is cancer, every mistake will lead to catastrophe!
ok sorry you get the point i want to be normal again
i want my life back!!