SHYGIRLAJB
19-07-10, 12:25
Hi Everyone,
Been having such a low, sad time at the moment. I was on 2 citalopram a day and got reduced to 1 a day for a while took the last citalopram last night. Been to the drs today and got some new pills Amitriptyline, because it takes me absolutely ages to get to sleep and things.
Anyway was looking on a networking site to see what is what, and happened to see an old school friend putting pics up of her birthday bbq, I was so upset looking through, cos there was other friends from school on there having a good time, and was thinking hmmm I was not even invited. http://talk-depression.org.uk.invisionzone.com/public/style_emoticons/default/31.gif . Yeah perhaps its my fault for not like keeping touch by going round to her house and things (live in the same town). I thought she would just invite me, but obviously not, I would probably say no. I will not go anywhere on my own, town (unless I its absolutely necessary) or even for walks. Told my mum and she said it was my fault cos I could have visted her and things which made me feel much worse. I have been crying over this, silly I know. There again who would want to invite a depressive freak. hmm.
Sorry, this has needed to be said.
Been having such a low, sad time at the moment. I was on 2 citalopram a day and got reduced to 1 a day for a while took the last citalopram last night. Been to the drs today and got some new pills Amitriptyline, because it takes me absolutely ages to get to sleep and things.
Anyway was looking on a networking site to see what is what, and happened to see an old school friend putting pics up of her birthday bbq, I was so upset looking through, cos there was other friends from school on there having a good time, and was thinking hmmm I was not even invited. http://talk-depression.org.uk.invisionzone.com/public/style_emoticons/default/31.gif . Yeah perhaps its my fault for not like keeping touch by going round to her house and things (live in the same town). I thought she would just invite me, but obviously not, I would probably say no. I will not go anywhere on my own, town (unless I its absolutely necessary) or even for walks. Told my mum and she said it was my fault cos I could have visted her and things which made me feel much worse. I have been crying over this, silly I know. There again who would want to invite a depressive freak. hmm.
Sorry, this has needed to be said.