87sal87
22-07-10, 13:30
Hi guys,
I have to go for one of those horrible medical asessments tomorrow morning & I'm scared stiff! I've been for a couple in the past & they've always been a terrible experience, to have to discuss my problems with a stranger is just frightening for me.
Now I'm getting all my anxious feelings back, heart pounding, can't breathe properly, stomach pains, feeling very sick :(
I've already cancelled it once & they said I can't cancel it again :(
I was gonna try for a home visit but I had to get aload of info from my doctor who I hate going to see, not because of him himself but because I get too panicky in the waiting room & he's never there lately anyway...plus, I didn't like the thought of anyone from there coming into my house :(
I don't know what to do. I've had to scrap plans for uni because of all this anxiety so how can I find work?
I have to go for one of those horrible medical asessments tomorrow morning & I'm scared stiff! I've been for a couple in the past & they've always been a terrible experience, to have to discuss my problems with a stranger is just frightening for me.
Now I'm getting all my anxious feelings back, heart pounding, can't breathe properly, stomach pains, feeling very sick :(
I've already cancelled it once & they said I can't cancel it again :(
I was gonna try for a home visit but I had to get aload of info from my doctor who I hate going to see, not because of him himself but because I get too panicky in the waiting room & he's never there lately anyway...plus, I didn't like the thought of anyone from there coming into my house :(
I don't know what to do. I've had to scrap plans for uni because of all this anxiety so how can I find work?