alice3972
22-07-10, 21:57
So I have been suffering from severe anxiety for a good five years and have NEVER experienced this feeling before. It's like a wave of depression and panic, I get a thought of feeling unreal like I don't want to live anymore. Then the panic hits me and I feel shaky, sick and really trapped in my own body. The only way I can think of getting rid of that feeling (at the time) is dying.
I just want to know what the hell this is, it's like the suicidal thoughts are bringing on these random panic attacks. I could just be sat at home watching the television and have a thought like, 'If i died, people would get over it anyway, so i might aswell' then BAM a panic attack.
I feel like I'm going MAD!
Has anyone else ever had this? Or have an explanation for this? :weep:
Alice xx
I just want to know what the hell this is, it's like the suicidal thoughts are bringing on these random panic attacks. I could just be sat at home watching the television and have a thought like, 'If i died, people would get over it anyway, so i might aswell' then BAM a panic attack.
I feel like I'm going MAD!
Has anyone else ever had this? Or have an explanation for this? :weep:
Alice xx