AngelHope
23-07-10, 17:42
Not sure where to begin, but have had PTSD for over 20+, starting w/childhood abuse.
I fell into a bad relationship, and unfortunaely had a child w/the man.
He has turned into a nightmare w/now a criminal background. It's been 10 years and he still won't leave us alone. :weep:
Yes I've had a restraining order on him before, but lately just in last month he hasn't done anything to bother us.
The problem is it's just been heightening my ptsd and triggers. I don't feel comfortable going anywhere. I wake up in tears each morn and just wish he would go away. I have a plan/goal to move, but may take awhile.
We are just living in a nightmare, and I'm tired and spent! I've been going to therapist each week and it helps, but in between it's just watching our backs. Hasn't helped that all professionals I've been forced to deal w/lately due to him, tell me to watch our backs....it's not my imagination or flashbacks...it's REAL...and i'm really tired!
Any similar experieces or feedback would be appreciated! I need all the support I can get right now. Hey, I slept about 6 hrs straight...that's a good eve for me! Lol...:blush:
Anyway, thanks for any input or sharing! Peace!
I fell into a bad relationship, and unfortunaely had a child w/the man.
He has turned into a nightmare w/now a criminal background. It's been 10 years and he still won't leave us alone. :weep:
Yes I've had a restraining order on him before, but lately just in last month he hasn't done anything to bother us.
The problem is it's just been heightening my ptsd and triggers. I don't feel comfortable going anywhere. I wake up in tears each morn and just wish he would go away. I have a plan/goal to move, but may take awhile.
We are just living in a nightmare, and I'm tired and spent! I've been going to therapist each week and it helps, but in between it's just watching our backs. Hasn't helped that all professionals I've been forced to deal w/lately due to him, tell me to watch our backs....it's not my imagination or flashbacks...it's REAL...and i'm really tired!
Any similar experieces or feedback would be appreciated! I need all the support I can get right now. Hey, I slept about 6 hrs straight...that's a good eve for me! Lol...:blush:
Anyway, thanks for any input or sharing! Peace!