MarlaJ
27-07-10, 17:05
I am wondering if anyone out there is in the same place I am. I find that I am constantly placing myself in a state of anxiety, because I am constantly checking to see if that is where I am! I was doing quite well for many months after my last bad round. Still not quite sure how I got to this state so quickly, it kind of snuck up on me. I am currently also starting another round with Cipralex, and this time it has really hit me in a bad way. First 2 days I was so sick to my stomache that I spent the days in bed, and it turned up the anxiety ten fold. I found that I was waking up in an attack, which is new for me, as usually I find it difficult in the evenings. I was cut back to 5 mg a day. Nausea a little better, but not anxiety.
Now I find that the first thing on my mind when I wake is Am I Panicky? Am I feeling better? Am I WORSE? Am I ever going to get over this?
I am pretty sure that I am now making things worse for myself, but I just can't seem to get a this song out of my head.
Now I find that the first thing on my mind when I wake is Am I Panicky? Am I feeling better? Am I WORSE? Am I ever going to get over this?
I am pretty sure that I am now making things worse for myself, but I just can't seem to get a this song out of my head.