yvon magrait
14-08-10, 02:26
i've been trying to start living in my own flat. first i was nervous about everythng, then started getting used to some things, then to some more things.. finally, i started feeling a bit normal and relaxed, but one thing is not good at al - sleeping. im awake almost whole night every night. im on klonopin already, but its not helping, i even double the dose when im desperate before sleep, but no difference, im wide awake until the dawn.
im exhausted, i tremble from tiredness, my eyes are sore, but i just cant make myself to fall asleep. thats driving me nuts. never had such problems, at least not so radical. i cant work, i cant function, my days are in haze...
im really rethinking this decision and thinking of moving back to mums. went to her place for few nights after i felt like im going to die from being tired, and i fell asleep the moment i touched the bed and slept for whole 12 hours. now im back on square one.
the worst thing is that i feel sort of ok here, getting used to living alone and i almost like it. but, insomnia is unbearable. it ruins everything.
and every supplement i thought of taking, cant be mixed with klonopin:(
tried everything natural, homeopathy, milk, tea, eating, not eating, turning lights on, turning lights off, reading, even internet... nothing... i feel i could fall asleep, i close my eyes, im wide awake the next moment. still tired, still on the edge....
this is soooo frustrating.
im exhausted, i tremble from tiredness, my eyes are sore, but i just cant make myself to fall asleep. thats driving me nuts. never had such problems, at least not so radical. i cant work, i cant function, my days are in haze...
im really rethinking this decision and thinking of moving back to mums. went to her place for few nights after i felt like im going to die from being tired, and i fell asleep the moment i touched the bed and slept for whole 12 hours. now im back on square one.
the worst thing is that i feel sort of ok here, getting used to living alone and i almost like it. but, insomnia is unbearable. it ruins everything.
and every supplement i thought of taking, cant be mixed with klonopin:(
tried everything natural, homeopathy, milk, tea, eating, not eating, turning lights on, turning lights off, reading, even internet... nothing... i feel i could fall asleep, i close my eyes, im wide awake the next moment. still tired, still on the edge....
this is soooo frustrating.