xleannexwrightx
15-08-10, 00:36
Hello! I was at a friends house (thursday night) where i haven't been before, so didn't know the lay out of the house very well. We went out drinking....when we came home i decided to get ready for bed, as leaving the kitchen the hall way was very dark...and where i thought a floor was heading towards her room was actually a flight of stairs!!!
I literally walked into air then fell down the whole say 12/14 stairs :( Being drunk didn't even cause it as i think the same would have happened if i was sober...In a way i am glad i was drunk as i think your less likely to tense up so kind of 'floppy' as i fell so hopefully eased my fall.
Luckily i didnt break a bone nore my neck!!!! Think i have just bruised my muscles (if thats possible) very badly as back is sore although my spine doesnt hurt when i press it....
sorry to the point... I cant help fixating about my fall now, keep worrying i may have internal bleeding and unaware of it? I am one of those people who is petrified of death, so cant help thinking i have done some serious internal damage without realising! I went to the hospital the next day to check myself out...they said i am fine...but there is something worrying me that they missed something :( I dont think i hit my head on the way down....but have pressure and tingling behind my ears at the moment, which i think is my anxiety kicking in (as had that symptom before)...but getting paranoid something else is wrong.
Sorry if this makes no sense and if i am ranting on, just freaking out :( I should just count myself lucky shouldnt i?? I surely would know by now if there was any internal damage?!
I literally walked into air then fell down the whole say 12/14 stairs :( Being drunk didn't even cause it as i think the same would have happened if i was sober...In a way i am glad i was drunk as i think your less likely to tense up so kind of 'floppy' as i fell so hopefully eased my fall.
Luckily i didnt break a bone nore my neck!!!! Think i have just bruised my muscles (if thats possible) very badly as back is sore although my spine doesnt hurt when i press it....
sorry to the point... I cant help fixating about my fall now, keep worrying i may have internal bleeding and unaware of it? I am one of those people who is petrified of death, so cant help thinking i have done some serious internal damage without realising! I went to the hospital the next day to check myself out...they said i am fine...but there is something worrying me that they missed something :( I dont think i hit my head on the way down....but have pressure and tingling behind my ears at the moment, which i think is my anxiety kicking in (as had that symptom before)...but getting paranoid something else is wrong.
Sorry if this makes no sense and if i am ranting on, just freaking out :( I should just count myself lucky shouldnt i?? I surely would know by now if there was any internal damage?!