BunnyMazonas
16-08-10, 09:42
What is wrong with me?
My therapy and treatment has made it clear that my anxiety and related issues are connected with problems from years ago, which I am dealing with.
But there is something else going on I just can't cope with. I thought it was side effects from the meds but now I am not so sure.
Some days I'll feel like absolute rubbish. I will feel slightly dizzy, nauseous, numb in the face like that weird bloodloss feeling you get during a panic attack, will feel physically weak like my legs will buckle under me and my arms are heavy, will be unable to concentrate and wanting to curl up in a corner and hide. I thought it was the meds, but I've just had a week on holiday after some time off sick, felt absolutely fine WRT all those things - didn't feel dizzy or sick once. Today I'm back to work and I'm at my desk no more than 10 minutes before I feel it all over again.
I'm here at my desk shaking and trying to remind myself that although I feel about to throw up it isn't actually going to happen.
What is wrong with me?!
My therapy and treatment has made it clear that my anxiety and related issues are connected with problems from years ago, which I am dealing with.
But there is something else going on I just can't cope with. I thought it was side effects from the meds but now I am not so sure.
Some days I'll feel like absolute rubbish. I will feel slightly dizzy, nauseous, numb in the face like that weird bloodloss feeling you get during a panic attack, will feel physically weak like my legs will buckle under me and my arms are heavy, will be unable to concentrate and wanting to curl up in a corner and hide. I thought it was the meds, but I've just had a week on holiday after some time off sick, felt absolutely fine WRT all those things - didn't feel dizzy or sick once. Today I'm back to work and I'm at my desk no more than 10 minutes before I feel it all over again.
I'm here at my desk shaking and trying to remind myself that although I feel about to throw up it isn't actually going to happen.
What is wrong with me?!