Desprate Dan
20-08-10, 17:23
I really don't know were i belong in this life, i feel as though i have lost my way and not sure if i even fit in..
I know a lot of the trouble is that i am a deep thinker, i ask myself so many questions..
What is the real purpose in life, i started to think it must be love, we all do things because we want to be loved or because we are in love, like getting up on a morning going to work, love gives us a purpose to live, without that what do we have???? I really wish i had a purpose to live as i feel i am just belonging on this earth but not living.. Yes i go to work but i have no purpose to go apart from paying the bills and putting food in my belly and keeping a roof over my head, but all that alone is not a good enough reason, i truely believe i need love..... I need to be loved and i need to give love because without it i am just empty, just a shell walking through this lonely place we call earth..
Many times i have thought about giving in, i have no reason to carry on without a purpose life seem's so pointless..
If you really love someone then you have a reason to live, but how would you cope if that person hurt, left, or died you would be left with a great big empty space in your live and no purpose to life.. Things which come so natural to others i find so difficult, i just dont know were all this is going to end i feel so anxious so confused, why dont i feel love, why does no one love me, have i trained myself to avoid love because i know i couldnt cope if i lost love, but one thing i know for sure is i am not a happy chappy the way things are right now...
Am i alone in feeling like this? i have spoken to my doctor but i feel he cant answer the questions i ask, its like life is one big game and people go through it playing and fitting into society, because society has shaped us, but i dig a little deeper and find everyones just trying to fit in, but why?? Life is so difficult and i am desperate to find a purpose...
Please tell me i am not alone, will i ever find my purpose??
Dan
I know a lot of the trouble is that i am a deep thinker, i ask myself so many questions..
What is the real purpose in life, i started to think it must be love, we all do things because we want to be loved or because we are in love, like getting up on a morning going to work, love gives us a purpose to live, without that what do we have???? I really wish i had a purpose to live as i feel i am just belonging on this earth but not living.. Yes i go to work but i have no purpose to go apart from paying the bills and putting food in my belly and keeping a roof over my head, but all that alone is not a good enough reason, i truely believe i need love..... I need to be loved and i need to give love because without it i am just empty, just a shell walking through this lonely place we call earth..
Many times i have thought about giving in, i have no reason to carry on without a purpose life seem's so pointless..
If you really love someone then you have a reason to live, but how would you cope if that person hurt, left, or died you would be left with a great big empty space in your live and no purpose to life.. Things which come so natural to others i find so difficult, i just dont know were all this is going to end i feel so anxious so confused, why dont i feel love, why does no one love me, have i trained myself to avoid love because i know i couldnt cope if i lost love, but one thing i know for sure is i am not a happy chappy the way things are right now...
Am i alone in feeling like this? i have spoken to my doctor but i feel he cant answer the questions i ask, its like life is one big game and people go through it playing and fitting into society, because society has shaped us, but i dig a little deeper and find everyones just trying to fit in, but why?? Life is so difficult and i am desperate to find a purpose...
Please tell me i am not alone, will i ever find my purpose??
Dan