im scared/depressed

[lonely]

one of my meds is going to be stopped, and i feel soo depressed about it, i feel like giving up :weep: i know i have the other meds, but this one in particualr really has helped me in the past, the others i don't really feel make much difference

[mandie]

Hi

Why is it being stopped? what is it?

mandie x

[lonely]

because its a risk to my health :( i don't know what i'll do without it though, it helped me to manage with my SH

[KK77]

What med is it? Venlafaxine? I'm sure your doc will replace it with something just as effective if it's a risk to your health.

[lonely]

no its called promazine, last night i got soo bad, in past ive SH, it was to help with those thoughts, especially at night, last night i tried to hurt myself, didn't manage to break anything but bruised this morning :weep: im scared now, i couldn't sleep they normally help to keep me in a regular sleep pattern too, im not allowed anything else

[KK77]

Could you not ask your doc to give you something - even short-term - to help with the way you feel? It's not right that you're suffering like this - even though you will adjust to it eventually.

[lonely]

i will try asking again :weep: i havn't managed to get any quality sleep, as now its been cut down only get 1 a night and it doesn't help me

[lonely]

i saw my new cpn today, i mentioned my concerns, they going to see what they can do, they asked if id be willing to try an alternative, i said yes, my quality of sleep is suffering to and sh thoughts and anxiety seem worse