anxietyrecovery
22-08-10, 21:17
Hi. I really need some guidance on recovering from anxiety and I have provided background below to my problem.
Background
Started with anxiety 4 months ago out of the blue at work, which started as lightheadedness, vision blurry on computer only and depersonalisation. This really shook me up and things went from there. Went back and forth to doctors until month ago I was diagnosed with GAD and decided to take time off work to attain therapy.
I have been having counselling/hypnotherapy and it has been discovered the sudden death of my friend 2 years (only 23) triggered this and a number of other issues i.e. health anxiety and relationship problems pushed me over the edge.
The last few months have been hell with constant daily anxiety spells causing problems including:
- lightheadedness, tight chest, short of breath, head pressure, forgetfulness, tingling in head, digestive problems etc.
I mostly fear fainting (never happened) and fear I am going to just keel over one day and I am only 27 and healthy! I also have suffered from panic attacks when anxiety gets too much which are horrible.
Progress has been made to date as wouldnt leave house for a week at first, however I need some reassurance that my experience is normal as I struggle in any situation at moment. I can only describe it as anxiety out of nowhere for no rational reason.This is really hard to cope with as I am usually independent and very social!
I am at a junction now where I am considering meds after avoiding just to get some normality back to my life but worried about side effects. What are thoughts on this and experiences?
Finally I am always tired an demotivated at the moment is this normal?
Thanks in advance
Background
Started with anxiety 4 months ago out of the blue at work, which started as lightheadedness, vision blurry on computer only and depersonalisation. This really shook me up and things went from there. Went back and forth to doctors until month ago I was diagnosed with GAD and decided to take time off work to attain therapy.
I have been having counselling/hypnotherapy and it has been discovered the sudden death of my friend 2 years (only 23) triggered this and a number of other issues i.e. health anxiety and relationship problems pushed me over the edge.
The last few months have been hell with constant daily anxiety spells causing problems including:
- lightheadedness, tight chest, short of breath, head pressure, forgetfulness, tingling in head, digestive problems etc.
I mostly fear fainting (never happened) and fear I am going to just keel over one day and I am only 27 and healthy! I also have suffered from panic attacks when anxiety gets too much which are horrible.
Progress has been made to date as wouldnt leave house for a week at first, however I need some reassurance that my experience is normal as I struggle in any situation at moment. I can only describe it as anxiety out of nowhere for no rational reason.This is really hard to cope with as I am usually independent and very social!
I am at a junction now where I am considering meds after avoiding just to get some normality back to my life but worried about side effects. What are thoughts on this and experiences?
Finally I am always tired an demotivated at the moment is this normal?
Thanks in advance