Luci-loo
27-02-06, 22:30
As i posted in my introdution I have a small thing about visiting the doctor(small HAH) coupled with a lot of other stuff
Today i managed to walk into the surgery to re-register(its been that long) and omg it was awful there was one person in front of me and all i could think was how easy it would be to walk right out
How i managed I don't know-but i managed to ask for the forms etc getting ready to walk out and fill them in at home~ no such luck they gave me a pen and asked me to it then and there.
So I'm sat there making the page wet and and shaking and forgetting basic stuff (date of birth, adress etc) and some questions I just can't answer so I have to ask for help from receptionist. However just as I go up to ask what they mean a doctor comes out and looks at me(the waiting room was totally empty) and of course i just know she is going to drag me in to her room so i barley manage to stammer out my question and the recpceptist is firing out questions and the doctor is looking at me ready to pull me in and im thinking thank goodness im in a doctors surgery she will be able to start cpr quickly when i have my heart attack. Then just as I'm ready to run I just tell them~ look I have problems with doctors thats why i haven't been for so long. I felt better after saying it and she was really nice about it and told me not to worry and to go back to tomorrow which was a relief.
Wish i could say it ended there however my mum asked my to pick something up from the local supermarket~ who unfortunately had a move about so i couldn't find anything and the queue was a mile long so I got myself really worked up and by time I got home i was a nervous wreck.
So all in all my trip to doctors didn't quite go as planned so just working up the courage now to make my appointment tomorrow and trying not to obsess about it.
However tomorrow I won't be taking my phone~ no last minute trips to shop for me thank you very much.
(sorry for long post- once i started writing i couldn't stop)
Today i managed to walk into the surgery to re-register(its been that long) and omg it was awful there was one person in front of me and all i could think was how easy it would be to walk right out
How i managed I don't know-but i managed to ask for the forms etc getting ready to walk out and fill them in at home~ no such luck they gave me a pen and asked me to it then and there.
So I'm sat there making the page wet and and shaking and forgetting basic stuff (date of birth, adress etc) and some questions I just can't answer so I have to ask for help from receptionist. However just as I go up to ask what they mean a doctor comes out and looks at me(the waiting room was totally empty) and of course i just know she is going to drag me in to her room so i barley manage to stammer out my question and the recpceptist is firing out questions and the doctor is looking at me ready to pull me in and im thinking thank goodness im in a doctors surgery she will be able to start cpr quickly when i have my heart attack. Then just as I'm ready to run I just tell them~ look I have problems with doctors thats why i haven't been for so long. I felt better after saying it and she was really nice about it and told me not to worry and to go back to tomorrow which was a relief.
Wish i could say it ended there however my mum asked my to pick something up from the local supermarket~ who unfortunately had a move about so i couldn't find anything and the queue was a mile long so I got myself really worked up and by time I got home i was a nervous wreck.
So all in all my trip to doctors didn't quite go as planned so just working up the courage now to make my appointment tomorrow and trying not to obsess about it.
However tomorrow I won't be taking my phone~ no last minute trips to shop for me thank you very much.
(sorry for long post- once i started writing i couldn't stop)