pure o thoughts?

[wendy28]

Hi i have suffered with intrusive thought for some time,but the way i feel at the moment is like am i this evil person i suffer with anxiety depression to....
Just scared because i dont feel normal now this thought of being evil is in my head can anyone relate????

[Chaotika]

Hi Wendy,

I can't relate to that specific thought of being evil but my OCD revolves around my daughter and basically developed when I got pregnant with her. Mine is that I will somehow harm her by accident or by losing control of my body. Whether it's us getting hit by a car because I wasn't looking while crossing the street or me pushing her in front of a train. I normally huddle up against the subway wall because I get so scared. I know how you feel in terms of feeling evil. For the longest time I thought I was insane or psychopathic even though i would NEVER do those things.

I can relate in terms of the OCD making you think so negatively about yourself.

How are you feeling? How do you deal with the thoughts?