fairyclairy
03-09-10, 17:50
Well, im off out in less than an hour and im soooooooo scared!!
Im going for a Chinese with work for someones leaving do and im totally freeking out!
Firstly, because we're going out to eat.... will i be sick after the meal? Faint before the meal because iv not eaten for a few hours?
And secondly, because im going out the house!! What if i panic?? What if i need to leave.... i wouldnt leave because id make myself stay, but that would make me feel trapped and make me feel worse!
Sooo much is running through my mind and i already feel panicky, how on earth am i going to do it?! What if its really hot in there and i pass out??
Im just trying to calm down but its too hard... i really dont want to go but i cant back out now!
Reassurance is needed guys if possible... Should i go? Cancel?
For my own good i should make myself go.... but to make myself feel better i should cancel!
Head is so messed up with panic... wish i could be like everyone else and just get ready and go without a second thought! xx
Im going for a Chinese with work for someones leaving do and im totally freeking out!
Firstly, because we're going out to eat.... will i be sick after the meal? Faint before the meal because iv not eaten for a few hours?
And secondly, because im going out the house!! What if i panic?? What if i need to leave.... i wouldnt leave because id make myself stay, but that would make me feel trapped and make me feel worse!
Sooo much is running through my mind and i already feel panicky, how on earth am i going to do it?! What if its really hot in there and i pass out??
Im just trying to calm down but its too hard... i really dont want to go but i cant back out now!
Reassurance is needed guys if possible... Should i go? Cancel?
For my own good i should make myself go.... but to make myself feel better i should cancel!
Head is so messed up with panic... wish i could be like everyone else and just get ready and go without a second thought! xx