LisaLisa
06-09-10, 11:22
Hi everyone
Ive been so stupid and googled. I dont even know how it happened. One minute I was reading some stuff on the net and the next thing im looking at this horrifying powerpont presentation on adrenal gland deficiency and then OMG the hiv thing came out and yet again the bottom has dropped out of my world again.
For those of you who havent been unlucky enough to hear me go on about this already, i am chroniically afraid that I have hiv and that although i have been tested five times, a big part of me beleives that the negative results are wrong and that maybe the strain i have cant be picked up by the tests the NHS use and i am always finding 'symptoms' happening to me that support my fears.
Well this has upset me.
Can anyone please help me to get through this one
Can you tell me if you have any of the following...
- Increased urination , like whenever you drink anything you need to wee quites soon after
- Bouts of tiredness and lethargy.
- random feeling sick and loosing appetitie for no reason
- light darkening of freckles
- Cant sleep deeply and remember loads of dreams
- feeling dehydrated a lot and sometimes like a hangover when you havent drank any alcohol
- Feel like getting a flu which goes away the next day.
Sorry to go on , i just am so worried again today
Thanks so much
Lisa
xxxxx
Ive been so stupid and googled. I dont even know how it happened. One minute I was reading some stuff on the net and the next thing im looking at this horrifying powerpont presentation on adrenal gland deficiency and then OMG the hiv thing came out and yet again the bottom has dropped out of my world again.
For those of you who havent been unlucky enough to hear me go on about this already, i am chroniically afraid that I have hiv and that although i have been tested five times, a big part of me beleives that the negative results are wrong and that maybe the strain i have cant be picked up by the tests the NHS use and i am always finding 'symptoms' happening to me that support my fears.
Well this has upset me.
Can anyone please help me to get through this one
Can you tell me if you have any of the following...
- Increased urination , like whenever you drink anything you need to wee quites soon after
- Bouts of tiredness and lethargy.
- random feeling sick and loosing appetitie for no reason
- light darkening of freckles
- Cant sleep deeply and remember loads of dreams
- feeling dehydrated a lot and sometimes like a hangover when you havent drank any alcohol
- Feel like getting a flu which goes away the next day.
Sorry to go on , i just am so worried again today
Thanks so much
Lisa
xxxxx