HelenLouise
09-09-10, 09:08
So if you haven't seen my other rants about this - about a month a go I got referred to the hopsital for a biopsy on a lymph gland in my neck which has been enlarged even since I was about 5 (i'm now 20.) my blood tests showed a slight inflammation so the doctor said be had a protocol to follow and should refer me to a surgeon! I came down with a throat infection the day after though so I'm kinda thinking it was that that caused the inflammation in my blood!
Anyway, the appointment wasn't for a month so I tried to calm down but now the dreaded day has come around and it's tomorrow!
I'm seriously scared about getting the results - I think I have to wait a week!
Am convinced it is gonna be something like lymphoma! And even though Ive had this gland since o was about 5 I'm paranoid that i'e had cancer for all this time and am now doomed!
To make things worse - my boyfriend was meant to be coming with me for the ap and yesterday I found out he couldn't as he lives two hours away and couldn't get the day off work! So now it's a bit short notice for anyone to come with me =[ xxxx
Anyway, the appointment wasn't for a month so I tried to calm down but now the dreaded day has come around and it's tomorrow!
I'm seriously scared about getting the results - I think I have to wait a week!
Am convinced it is gonna be something like lymphoma! And even though Ive had this gland since o was about 5 I'm paranoid that i'e had cancer for all this time and am now doomed!
To make things worse - my boyfriend was meant to be coming with me for the ap and yesterday I found out he couldn't as he lives two hours away and couldn't get the day off work! So now it's a bit short notice for anyone to come with me =[ xxxx