Lexy87
12-09-10, 19:30
The past several years I have convinced myself I've had cancer, HIV, blood clots the works but I can't stop obsessing about my stomach.
Every month I get worried sick that I am pregnant even though I am on the pill and I make sure it gets taken to the exact same minute of every day without fail! This has been going on for at least 2 years and has gotten to the stage where I don't want my boyfriend near me most of the time incase something goes wrong with my pill or condoms. I often force my stomach inwards and press it in as far as I can to see if I can feel anything as well as standing infront of the mirror side on and checking for a bump. I always get my period but then worry about stories I have read where really slim people give birth without knowing they are pregnant and have never missed a period.
A lot of this stems from the IBS I suffer from as I constantly feel bloated and uncomfortable and I've spent the past 4 years in and out of hospitals for countless acid reflux tests, endoscopys and concoctions of tablets to reduce my stomach pain. As of yet they still haven't found a reason for it all but yet I'm still convinced that they are missing something.
Has anyone else ever worried about anything like this? I feel like I'm going mad! :weep:
Every month I get worried sick that I am pregnant even though I am on the pill and I make sure it gets taken to the exact same minute of every day without fail! This has been going on for at least 2 years and has gotten to the stage where I don't want my boyfriend near me most of the time incase something goes wrong with my pill or condoms. I often force my stomach inwards and press it in as far as I can to see if I can feel anything as well as standing infront of the mirror side on and checking for a bump. I always get my period but then worry about stories I have read where really slim people give birth without knowing they are pregnant and have never missed a period.
A lot of this stems from the IBS I suffer from as I constantly feel bloated and uncomfortable and I've spent the past 4 years in and out of hospitals for countless acid reflux tests, endoscopys and concoctions of tablets to reduce my stomach pain. As of yet they still haven't found a reason for it all but yet I'm still convinced that they are missing something.
Has anyone else ever worried about anything like this? I feel like I'm going mad! :weep: