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14-09-10, 11:38
have been chekking in and reading posts on this site for around 3 years now.
today i registered (ta daaa)
i'm a single mum, 39, and ive not been the same person since multiple close family and friend deaths and my divorce over the period of 2 yrs... about 6 years ago (hope that makes sense!)
it's funny, up until then i loved and enjoyed life, was able to fulfil my expected responsibilities Ie kids/family friendships/relationships take on other things like school governor, chair of allotment association... volunteer work
but now i find it hard to even keep the house clean and do the shopping.
I'm a survivor, but i want to do so much more than just survive!
i do have some support with services, but i still come home to chaos, or so it feels.
the kids do well at school, i do look after them well, we have regular sleepovers and i make sure they have lots of opportunities to be social.
but what about me?
i'm here because i realise i have become very socially isolated..
mostly because i dont have much to say about my life when i meet up with friends. social isolation is not good for my head.
I even started taking the anti depressants id been offered 5 yes ago, (quite unorthodox for me)
as i think some proper unravelling with a good counsellor is better...
but finding a good one and having the free time is not easy
anyway i'm just hear to listen, be heard and not be alone.
thats me for now.
have a good day :yesyes:
xem
today i registered (ta daaa)
i'm a single mum, 39, and ive not been the same person since multiple close family and friend deaths and my divorce over the period of 2 yrs... about 6 years ago (hope that makes sense!)
it's funny, up until then i loved and enjoyed life, was able to fulfil my expected responsibilities Ie kids/family friendships/relationships take on other things like school governor, chair of allotment association... volunteer work
but now i find it hard to even keep the house clean and do the shopping.
I'm a survivor, but i want to do so much more than just survive!
i do have some support with services, but i still come home to chaos, or so it feels.
the kids do well at school, i do look after them well, we have regular sleepovers and i make sure they have lots of opportunities to be social.
but what about me?
i'm here because i realise i have become very socially isolated..
mostly because i dont have much to say about my life when i meet up with friends. social isolation is not good for my head.
I even started taking the anti depressants id been offered 5 yes ago, (quite unorthodox for me)
as i think some proper unravelling with a good counsellor is better...
but finding a good one and having the free time is not easy
anyway i'm just hear to listen, be heard and not be alone.
thats me for now.
have a good day :yesyes:
xem