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Nicole01
19-09-10, 14:33
I've been doing so well lately...but then I had a massive blip last night and ended up going to bed at 8am, crying, and woke up 12 hours later.

This all came on because I had been getting shooting pains in my head all day (3-4 an hour), and then got a sharp pain in my right ear that still hasn't disappeared.

Top this off with my overwhelming fear of having a brain tumor and I lost my controll. I've also developed muscle twitches and fear of mis-spelling/typing words.

I'm not one to sit back and do nothing so I've...

- Been on Sertraline for over 3 weeks
- Had two doctors check me over and spoken to 2 more doctors I know. All clear.
- Had 2 opticians do an MOT on my eyes including pictures of the back of them. All clear.

I haven't had a blood test and I'm thinking this is the next step.

My over riding concern is that I'm going to let this get so out of controll, I'll end up going to the doctors every week for that momentary relief, only to have the fears come rushing over me again the next day.

I've run out of ideas...

Ermm....help?! :blush:

Nx