Heidi1981
21-09-10, 13:20
Hi,
From all the years I have suffered from health anxiety - this last week has been my worst ever.
A couple of weeks I found a lump in my breast, and after days and nights of deliberating I finally went to the doctor (very unlike me as i'm also petrified of the dr.) The doctor confirmed there was a lump and i now have a appointment at the breast clinic on Thursday for further tests.
I am so scared - not only of the big 'C' word, on top of that I also think I have Aids (i googled the red spots that have appeared on my arm) I also have Lukemia (due to the same red spots)
Normally with my HA i cope - but this week is horrific - i cant concentrate on anything!
I don't want to spend my whole life feeling like this.... I just need to know there is light at the end of the tunnel...
x
x
From all the years I have suffered from health anxiety - this last week has been my worst ever.
A couple of weeks I found a lump in my breast, and after days and nights of deliberating I finally went to the doctor (very unlike me as i'm also petrified of the dr.) The doctor confirmed there was a lump and i now have a appointment at the breast clinic on Thursday for further tests.
I am so scared - not only of the big 'C' word, on top of that I also think I have Aids (i googled the red spots that have appeared on my arm) I also have Lukemia (due to the same red spots)
Normally with my HA i cope - but this week is horrific - i cant concentrate on anything!
I don't want to spend my whole life feeling like this.... I just need to know there is light at the end of the tunnel...
x
x