city2010
23-09-10, 08:40
hi
no been on this site for abit because i thought i was gettin better with my anxiety but obvisly not, every since i left school i have gone from being a bright bubbly lad to nothing no confience no nothing, my anxiety first started in first year of college and has been runining my life ever since, due to havin jobs and then quiting them, every job i have had i have quit due to this anxiety and being on edge all the time and cant perform at work, i am currently in me new job but keep making excuses to go in because of this anxiety, as i am a cook in a nursery im scared of taking the food out to the kids and so on and get worked up about it and every 1 at work thinks im weird, I just dont no what to do take a break for abit but my mum might go mad as she doesnt understand really and neither do other people unless they have it, i really cant afford to loose another job really, im back on me medication as i went to doctors yesterday,
some comments would seriously help
no been on this site for abit because i thought i was gettin better with my anxiety but obvisly not, every since i left school i have gone from being a bright bubbly lad to nothing no confience no nothing, my anxiety first started in first year of college and has been runining my life ever since, due to havin jobs and then quiting them, every job i have had i have quit due to this anxiety and being on edge all the time and cant perform at work, i am currently in me new job but keep making excuses to go in because of this anxiety, as i am a cook in a nursery im scared of taking the food out to the kids and so on and get worked up about it and every 1 at work thinks im weird, I just dont no what to do take a break for abit but my mum might go mad as she doesnt understand really and neither do other people unless they have it, i really cant afford to loose another job really, im back on me medication as i went to doctors yesterday,
some comments would seriously help