tracey c
25-09-10, 11:38
Feeling really low today. I've had two holidays this year that I ended up spending in bed in a caravan whilst my partner looked after the kids! My step-daughter is moving to university today and I've had to stay at home as I'm feeling so rough. I feel really bad that I've missed this once-in-a-life time event.
Since I started with this in April I've been off work so much that I'm now worrying they're going to finish me - how will I pay the mortgage?? I work for the emergency services and obviously cannot do my job properly. I've been in my job for nearly twenty years and I love it - so whats the matter with me. I want my life back to how it was.
I'm now sitting at home waiting to go to bed, but worrying about it because I don't like being on my own.
Is there any end to this!!!!!:weep:
Since I started with this in April I've been off work so much that I'm now worrying they're going to finish me - how will I pay the mortgage?? I work for the emergency services and obviously cannot do my job properly. I've been in my job for nearly twenty years and I love it - so whats the matter with me. I want my life back to how it was.
I'm now sitting at home waiting to go to bed, but worrying about it because I don't like being on my own.
Is there any end to this!!!!!:weep: